Do they still call them avi’s, I have no clue? I am so far out of the loop now it’s ridiculous.

Anyway, it’s called Christina’s World, by Andrew Wyeth, my avi, the painting and it’s one of my favorites. I am also a fan of anything by Van Gough and Kandinsky and love Alone Together by Maria Kreyn, look it up, it is fabulous. I have no clue where my love of art came from, my mother certainly never took me to a museum. That would have interfered with her drinking, yes I am fucking salty about it.

Don’t have kids if you aren’t going to be 100% there for them, just don’t! It isn’t difficult to understand, some people should never be parents but if you do have kids, be with them; take them to a museum, or a concert, or the beach and really connect with them, make them feel wanted. If you can’t or don’t want to put another person before yourself for the rest of your life, do not have kids.

That’s fine too, don’t have kids if you don’t want to, it’s a hard job and not everyone is cut out for it. You don’t have to do it and if you don’t want to then you shouldn’t.

Know that you can do free things with them, they don’t care, they just want you to be there! And remember they are watching you, they will do what you do, you better believe it!

Whatever you do, let it be what you want, I mean want with all your heart.

Whew, this started out as me talking about my favorite paintings and got real dark, real fast. Sorry about it. I broke that cycle, I dont drink and do drugs anymore (my kids never saw me high, only sober and clean).

From the jump, I took my kids to museums, concerts, beaches and continue to enjoy them as the wonderful human beings that they are. My mother doesn’t like me, it’s fine; she told me, and she told others, my answer is, I didn’t ask to be born, and I am over it.

My avi is Christina’s World and this is mine, my world. Welcome to the crazy.